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Things I'll Never SayThings I'll Never Say - AdommyI stood in front of his door. Just standing there. I hadn't knocked yet. I stood there, my palms all sweaty and gross as I twisted the bottom of my long sleeve tee-shirt in my hands nervously. A few people had walked passed and just looked at me funny, giving me curious looks...not knowing why I was standing in front of Adam Lambert's hotel room door.I don't know why I had come here. well...I did. But I knew that what I wanted to say just wouldn't come out of my mouth if I tired. I know what your thinking. Tommy Joe Ratliff...STRAIT Tommy Joe Ratliff is nervous about going into Adam's hotel room? Well...the antics between Adam and I on stage have been going on for quite a while now...and at first It was all good. I mean...it gave me a thrill but nothing more than that...But now...it's so, so much more than that.On stage, I just can not take my eyes off of the glittery man. I follow him around like a little puppy without even noticing and well...when he
The place where I belongThe place where I belong is essentially quite solitary. But I like to be alone and I like it this way. I am out of my comfort zone, feeling lost and alone when I am out at school, work or just surrounded by people in general. I understand the need to be social at times and to be around people. That is why I do go out and talk and attempt to socialize.halting end. Never wanting to be left with a cliffhanger.I wish I didn't have to. I feel as though I do not connect with the people I am surrounded by as well as the people I have waiting for me back home.halting end. Never wanting to be left with a cliffhanger.I feel as though there is a wall of glass, separating me from the rest of the world, making what they say distant. I can observe and watch carefully as they go about their everyday lives but I cannot truly join them. I don't belong there.halting end. Never wanting to be left with a cliffhanger.The place where I belong is at home. I l